Meditation of my Heart: To Remember To ask.

After a long few nights, I woke this morning with this verse repeating n my mind. It was a peaceful way to wake, Especially on a Monday. I got a call from a sweet friend yesterday, That was a lovely gift. And the happiest i've felt in a while. To this person, Thank you. I don't get to invest time into friends that would like too due to the circumstances in my life, Few of i can control. I love you all. My closest friends, The Landmarks of my life's Journey. You're spread apart by the passing of time, few of you know each other, you all hold a few things in common. This side of Eternity, You are my best treatment plan. It's not the therapies some of you provide (those help and are greatly appreciated) it's your time and your friendship. it's the smile you brought to my face, the random burst of laughter you've brought to my voice. It's waiting the crazy smile before you take the picture. (because you know it's there. ) it's dinners.and prayers. It's embarrassing me in a hug in a hug after 18 years, It's spending your day helping retrieve the meds i had forgotten. it's being a reflection & demonstration Of the relationship God seeks and the love he holds for his creation.

I have a very long week ahead. I'm going to do something. And i want those who read this to join me.

One thing to remember and one to ask. -- #1 He made me & chose me for this. For Right now. #2 Ask before speaking -- What is the meditation of my heart? is it pleasing to my creator who chose me for this moment.

Dwelling Place. 1 Corinthians 3:16

The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. John 10:10

"For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.” Luke 19:10

Every Soul is a dwelling place, A house. We, under our own power, or religious law or morality can sweep and clean our bad habits out, our judgmental and selfish ways are tainted eyes, the destructive swords of our tongues. We can have a nice little spring cleaning session in the houses of our souls. We can box up all of these things... All of our wickedness and throw it out. we can sweep the floors by just Doing the right thing. But What are we left with? an empty house. The he problem with that is, the dwelling place of our souls... the the houses of our hearts. Were built to be lived in. And, an empty house will be lived in. The Only question is Who will take up residents in the house of our hearts? The thief who will bring all the baggage and the sword of destruction? Or, the true builder? The Lord God almighty. the prince of peace, Abba Daddy.... JESUS. Who will bring the his law. of Love. And the fruits of the spirit love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.

English Standard Version

Do you not know that you are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in you?     1 Corinthians 3:16

English Standard Version
And if it is evil in your eyes to serve the LORD, choose this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your fathers served in the region beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites in whose land you dwell. But as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.” Joshua 24:15

Any faith that rest short of the Cross is a faith that will land you short of Heaven – Spurgeon

"You may think you can live fine without Christ, but you cannot afford to die without Him"

-  Spurgeon

Come now My Love: Let's go home

The call of the Christian life, is not to stand alone... but, to call out and say i see it! I hear it! I Confess it! It's the word of Grace. It's the road home! We are broken busted and bleeding. We are to lean into his word, his promise together and crawl, walk, or run together to The voice of our heavenly Father. He's calling, Come my child, you will stumble... but, keep your eyes on me, and trust my word! I FINISHED THE FIGHT, YOUR FIGHT! Just come home my son, my daughter, Come home! I will clean and bind and heal your wounds... Just cry out and i will hear! Just come HOME! and i will heal you! Thank you My Lord My Jesus! For your Unshakable Grace. and Love.... I do not deserve I Cannot make this journey on my own We were not meant to. wil you join me!. LET'S GO HOME TOGETHER!

for, "Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." Romans 10:13

 Abba Father.

Fathers day: Our fathers the fishermen

Fathers Day: I believe a mans highest calling this side of heaven is the God given duty and privilege, of Not just being a father, But a Dad. As a child i watched my own father, And As a young kid it never occurred to me that my physical limitations would keep me from my own dream of being a Dad. It's something i dreamed of quite often. And, what many don't know is that the thought of living without being a Dad or even finding love is something that grows harder and harder for me to cope with as i close the door on my 20's. That being said, I believe we all have a responsibility to lead by example for the younger generations. I can do that every time God blesses me with a new day. I wouldn't be able to do that without first My heavenly father Lord & Savior Jesus Christ. Second My own father who is the earthly definition of sacrificial love, devotion & A true fisher of men, including myself. In some men's heart burns a more devoted flame. one of whom is My father.

So to all those who are Not just a father, But step up everyday to lead and be a Dad, My undying respect & admiration is forever yours. Happy Fathers Day.

“To a child love is spelled T-I-M-E.”― Zig Ziglar

Father and Son from William J. Meyer on Vimeo.

That time I met Bilbo Baggins at the U.S. Open qualifier..... Sort of.

So... I thought i'd try qualifying for the virtual U.S. Open at congressional. If you Win the virtual U.S. open. You could win two tickets to the actual U.S. Open. So, what the hell, right? I'll give it a shot. First tee, from the tips. Set my shot line. deep breath, Time to let the big dog eat. Start back swing, full power, start follow through... i can do this... i can... do... this. Moment  of truth... contact. I, will have you know, Ladies and Gents..... I pushed that thing SO FAR INTO THE RIGHT TREES.... that When it went to my ball for my second shot.... Bilbo Baggins, from the hobbit, pops out of a hole in the tree to my right. wearing a wife beater stained with the brown liquor of his choice, and cigarette hanging off his bottom lip. Looks at me, and screams.... HEY! YOU!... GET THE HELL OFF MY LAWN!! It dawned on me in that moment.... perhaps, U.S. Open qualifiers aren't for me.

Practice Rounds. Ladies Tees.

You're welcome.

Thankful

"So when you see your neighbor carryin’ somethin’ Help him with his load" ~ Bob Dylan

The love i have for my friends..... Thank you.

I am blessed to have many a faithful friend who help carry the load upon my Back, It is my true sincere hope that i give something back to those souls, I'm not sure what that is. But, Hopefully in this season of reflection, light and peace, I can in some way, share your load. And, Help your heart play a tune of laughter, peace, and unconditional love . Help the light of your soul burn burn a little brighter each day, as you all do mine.

Had I the heavens’ embroidered cloths,   
Enwrought with golden and silver light,   
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths   
Of night and light and the half light,   
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;   
I have spread my dreams under your feet;   
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

~ W. B. Yeats

contagious faith in Christ:: Happy Birthday Michele Feagins!

2014 was the start of a new chapter in my life. at times, seasons of uncertainty are when Godspeaks most.
In these moments he may speak to you, this wisdom in quiet time with his word, or prayer. for me it's relationship with people he brings into my life Sometimes, he puts people in our journey's path who remind us who we belong to. These people overflow with a grace, positive outlook, willing heart & a giving spirit through faith in Christ. Happy 25th Birthday Michele Feagins! Thank you for the example you set, & the friend you are... Enjoy 25, is a goodn.